I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

6:18 PM A Lonely September (Plain White T's)

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did


And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

I thought those was such pretty words uh.
THANKS SHAILA(:

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You,yes,you,I know it`s been long,but I haven`t forgot.It aches so much to think of it.You know,these days,in my sleepless solitudes night after night,I began to miss everything we used to share,and did together,but I`m sorry,maybe you made a little mistake,and that,I couldn`t and didn`t forgive you.But then again my friend,is it possible if we be friends again?Those dragon boating sessions,and your water polo sessions,not forgetting you and your group of friends who were always by the field when the girls did touch rugby,it`s been really really long since we last did those things right?Could we make up again?I know I`m at fault too,please forgive me.

And Nazryn,I don`t know if that was a really huge blow to you,because maybe,you never expected it to happen,I didn`t have the guts to tell you,to an extent where someone else tells you about it.I`m sorry,and like you said,the first cut always hurts the most,and it does Naz,it hurts,so much.Besides,I miss the way we used to be.I never told you this but I don`t want this to be the reason why we go our own ways,I don`t want,I don`t want,I really don`t. I promise I'll talk to you soon after I clear things up with my friend.I love you,and thank you for everything.